Yeah, so.....

not only am I a sappy drunk, but I'm incredibly emotional. Since I mentiponed grandma, I can't stop crying. I miss her so much and I hope she's happy for me, because I have a purpose in my life finally.

Even though I'm real guarded when sober, people on my flist, I really do love you all <3 you all are so amazing and I don't want to drift from you <333333333333333333333 thanks for putting up with all my bullshit. and sorry I can't say this when sober <3

Yep, this is the shit I do :D

( I dunno why I almost always put it behind a cut )

Hello, LJ land again~

I'm back in Georgia now after a very stressful three days. Tuesday was the wake, Wednesday was the funeral, and yesterday was the painful long drive back.

( cut because it might be a tedious read )

I guess I should have just wrapped this up easy by saying it was a very long week. But I'm happy I have closure with my grandmother and that I'm back home.

Yep, gotta love this New York weather.

Gawd, fuck this shit, I want to go back home where it usually DOESN'T get below 40F. I hate snow. I did not miss this. At all.

When I get back, though, I will have many pictures to show. :D Hopefully some videos, too, whoo~

I don't know what the hell we're doing today. It feels weird. We're supposed to be going to the wake on Tuesday and the funeral on Wednesday for my grandmother, but since today isn't really scheduled for anything... it's kind of a weird, awkward sort of day. ):

Oh yes, I did try to get drunk last night playing beer pong. It didn't work that way. ): Oh well, I can always try again another day. lolololol

Thanks life, for shitting on me.

we're leaving for New York this friday. Grandma didn't make it for very long.

I feel sick.

LIFE IS BORING AND BLAH FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
well no, not really. I've been busy as hell this week ): Work and school plus friends and family stress lololololol THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU GET A LIFE KIDS.

Taking a break from Drawing II. Whoot. My love for charcoal was ignited again. :D Totally drawing more with charcoal. Yep, because it's fun <333 and I'm relatively good at it.

OMGOMGOMGOMGOGMOMGGOMOMG

MY REFUND FROM MY LOAN WENT IN INFMGDOMSDAFJLDSIJFKSHFKLS FINALLY FFFFFFF I have money again ; A;

Like, before, I had $32 to my name. Altogether. Which included my savings account. THANK YOU REFUND <3333333 AH HAS ME SOME MOOLA AGAAAAIIIINNNN

ffffffffffff Voltaire, I hate you.

YEY :DDDDD I LOVE THIS SONG SDNFIJ;AFLWE <333333333333333 I'M HAPPY IT'S UP YEY

And now let's welcome meganeha to the flist! <3 Another Hetalia fan~

fff gawd, I never update this place as often as I used to, huh? XD augh...

And now I welcome orangenoslide to my flist! :D Psychonauts fan YEY <33333

Okay, so I woke up with a headache today. But that's all, no hangover. Next time I'm drinking some coffee to sober myself up before I go to bed.

AND since I have neither school nor work today, I have some cleaning to do~ ffff

SO GUYS I'M SO FUCING SHITFACED IT'S AESOME

srsly I'm drunk noq XD I had three Jack Daniel's lemonades and am finishing a fourth, plus a bud lght lime. which tastes liek shit, but has more alcohol XD

I'm not gonna do this all th etime, because i have school and work to worry about but since I have neither tomrorow, I thought I'd induldge muysefl. I wanted to try it just once, too, because I want'ed to know how it feels. I pormise i won't do this all the time <333333333333333

fuck I cant tpe XDDDDDDDD don't worry guys! this'll be a rare occurrence!

Ooookay, so.... I forgot to update. XD

Let's see, what's happened?

-My family left for Michigan ): so I'm home alone. baw
-I recently saw The Princess and the Frog. :D oh my lord, it's such an adorable movie. I recommend it to any Disney fan or fan of movies in general <33333
-I saw Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs. Another adorable movie.
-And I saw District 9. I loved it. So much so, that I watched it twice in two days. XD
-My refund for college from my loan needs to hurry the hell up and get in so I'm not struggling to keep my funds above $100. ffffff

Okay, I'm done babbling. Need to get working on those ten sketches of a skeleton before it because Wednesday morning and they're still not done augh.

I just wanted to give a shoutout to my flist, because I have one of the most awesome flists in the world. ; ^; Thank you guys for being awesome and for being yourselves.

I hope everyone on my flist has the best things life can offer and you all continue to stay as awesome as you have been. <3333333333 Thanks for being my friends, as negligent as I am.