Sleeping late and the home cooked breakfast sound awesome, so I can't choose ; A; Can I sleep more AFTER I eat the breakfast? XD

There is food that's so delicious I'd travel if I had means ; ^; thiiiiiiis. omg, it's amazing and we used to get it a lot in Germany, but they don't sell it here. -SOBS-

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So, in other words, I officially hate Hobby Lobby, the store just like Michaels as in it's a wonderful fantastic awesome amazing place for arts and crafts. Now, why would I hate this store?

EVERY time I go in, I leave with an empty wallet ; A; ffffff it draws me in like a moth to the flame and I can't help iiiiiiit.

and this is great; I had to make up an in-class essay at 2 today. So I studied for a certain question I thought would be there. Turns out, the prof removed that question and had the other two up, the ones I didn't study for. So, because I was retarded and COMPLETELY unprepared, I half-assed the question. STILL made an 83. My writing style was very clear and to the point, she said. :D LOOK WHAT WRITING FANFICTION FOR ALL THOSE YEARS DID FOR ME. I LEARNED FAST HOW TO WRITE CLEARLY. that and suffering through ENGL 1101 and 1102 ffff

okay, no, not doing that for a long time. vodka gives me ridiculously painful headaches. no puke, though. good thing. ffff. the ONLY good thing.

Yeah, so.....

not only am I a sappy drunk, but I'm incredibly emotional. Since I mentiponed grandma, I can't stop crying. I miss her so much and I hope she's happy for me, because I have a purpose in my life finally.

Even though I'm real guarded when sober, people on my flist, I really do love you all <3 you all are so amazing and I don't want to drift from you <333333333333333333333 thanks for putting up with all my bullshit. and sorry I can't say this when sober <3

Yep, this is the shit I do :D

( I dunno why I almost always put it behind a cut )

Hello, LJ land again~

I'm back in Georgia now after a very stressful three days. Tuesday was the wake, Wednesday was the funeral, and yesterday was the painful long drive back.

( cut because it might be a tedious read )

I guess I should have just wrapped this up easy by saying it was a very long week. But I'm happy I have closure with my grandmother and that I'm back home.

Yep, gotta love this New York weather.

Gawd, fuck this shit, I want to go back home where it usually DOESN'T get below 40F. I hate snow. I did not miss this. At all.

When I get back, though, I will have many pictures to show. :D Hopefully some videos, too, whoo~

I don't know what the hell we're doing today. It feels weird. We're supposed to be going to the wake on Tuesday and the funeral on Wednesday for my grandmother, but since today isn't really scheduled for anything... it's kind of a weird, awkward sort of day. ):

Oh yes, I did try to get drunk last night playing beer pong. It didn't work that way. ): Oh well, I can always try again another day. lolololol

Thanks life, for shitting on me.

we're leaving for New York this friday. Grandma didn't make it for very long.

I feel sick.

LIFE IS BORING AND BLAH FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
well no, not really. I've been busy as hell this week ): Work and school plus friends and family stress lololololol THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU GET A LIFE KIDS.

Taking a break from Drawing II. Whoot. My love for charcoal was ignited again. :D Totally drawing more with charcoal. Yep, because it's fun <333 and I'm relatively good at it.

OMGOMGOMGOMGOGMOMGGOMOMG

MY REFUND FROM MY LOAN WENT IN INFMGDOMSDAFJLDSIJFKSHFKLS FINALLY FFFFFFF I have money again ; A;

Like, before, I had $32 to my name. Altogether. Which included my savings account. THANK YOU REFUND <3333333 AH HAS ME SOME MOOLA AGAAAAIIIINNNN

ffffffffffff Voltaire, I hate you.

YEY :DDDDD I LOVE THIS SONG SDNFIJ;AFLWE <333333333333333 I'M HAPPY IT'S UP YEY

And now let's welcome meganeha to the flist! <3 Another Hetalia fan~

fff gawd, I never update this place as often as I used to, huh? XD augh...

And now I welcome threepwillow to my flist! :D Psychonauts fan YEY <33333

Okay, so I woke up with a headache today. But that's all, no hangover. Next time I'm drinking some coffee to sober myself up before I go to bed.

AND since I have neither school nor work today, I have some cleaning to do~ ffff

SO GUYS I'M SO FUCING SHITFACED IT'S AESOME

srsly I'm drunk noq XD I had three Jack Daniel's lemonades and am finishing a fourth, plus a bud lght lime. which tastes liek shit, but has more alcohol XD

I'm not gonna do this all th etime, because i have school and work to worry about but since I have neither tomrorow, I thought I'd induldge muysefl. I wanted to try it just once, too, because I want'ed to know how it feels. I pormise i won't do this all the time <333333333333333

fuck I cant tpe XDDDDDDDD don't worry guys! this'll be a rare occurrence!